Wearing a suit that suited me would go a long way towards helping me be comfortable with who I am. Although I constantly blur the line, the way my clothes fit, or their lack of fit, tends to be an indication that something just "isn't right." I can't always pin point what happens, but it would be nice not to worry about it and know, without a doubt, that I look good.

I would feel confident and secure in my own body finally after so many years. I could face any challenge and criticism and make a statement about female gender expression. Interestingly a real butch lesbian VERY angrily accused me of being a "fake ass lesbian! " because I have feminine mannerisms and I wear men's clothes.

As if she and her "group" alone decides what female sexuality is! I was shocked and dismayed.

Other "lesbians" have criticized me for expressing my individuality by my taste in clothes, my butch/femme demeanor, my "aloofness" because I dont conform to an identifiable gender/sexuality, social group. Who the HELL makes these rules?

Yes, I like wearing skirts sometimes AND I looove male suits. I loooove beautiful women and I love compliments from men. I thought by now gender rules have faded away.

That's why wait to get my first Saint Harridan suit. Sorry I got so long winded.